[Cole has no idea what to make it of when Petre quite openly enjoys having his wind cut off. It snaps him awake as well, makes him want to jerk his hand away in horror, but Petre's craning his head back to expose more and encourage him. There's nothing wrong with it, right? That makes it consensual, which is what matters.
(He's playing with the idea of taking a life. Getting off on it. That's what matters. But he's too fogged with arousal to reach any sort of moral thought right now.)]
Fuck. [A low growl, conflicted but drenched in need.] Fuck. [And he presses harder with his hand, covers more of Petre's slender throat, meeting the pace that Petre's once again begun to set with his hips and hanging his head so as not to see the effect this will have on Petre's face. He'll go brilliantly red, then shades of purple and blue. Cole has seen it. He's done this with the express purpose of killing someone, and it's worked. He feels sick, but his hips never stop pumping, and he never stops moaning deliriously.]
(He's playing with the idea of taking a life. Getting off on it. That's what matters. But he's too fogged with arousal to reach any sort of moral thought right now.)]
Fuck. [A low growl, conflicted but drenched in need.] Fuck. [And he presses harder with his hand, covers more of Petre's slender throat, meeting the pace that Petre's once again begun to set with his hips and hanging his head so as not to see the effect this will have on Petre's face. He'll go brilliantly red, then shades of purple and blue. Cole has seen it. He's done this with the express purpose of killing someone, and it's worked. He feels sick, but his hips never stop pumping, and he never stops moaning deliriously.]
hi
this is kieren. jem's brother, obviously. that bit's important because i'm about to do the overprotective sibling thing, so
don't hurt her, alright? i know you guys managed to patch things up
she's happier here. she's getting better. part of that probably is because of you, so just....
don't fuck this up
that's all i really have to say
this is kieren. jem's brother, obviously. that bit's important because i'm about to do the overprotective sibling thing, so
don't hurt her, alright? i know you guys managed to patch things up
she's happier here. she's getting better. part of that probably is because of you, so just....
don't fuck this up
that's all i really have to say
[He does come, and come hard, snarling loudly rather than growling as it hits him in a rush and he freezes up to empty himself into Petre. He's gasping by the time it's finished washing over him, utterly exhausted, blood seeping through the makeshift bandage on his arm and almost ready to drip, and he looks back to see the horror of Petre's face - and any hint or suggestion of afterglow is gone. He's cold all over, horrified, trying to jerk his hands free so he can release that awful grip and jerk Petre to orgasm instead of choking him. There will be bruises, brief but very much there, he's sure. Handprints around Petre's throat.]
Jesus - Petre, let go -
Jesus - Petre, let go -
[Yep, the continued grinding on his softening cock is about as unpleasant as it could be, but nothing matches the unpleasantness of - yes, there it is, a clear red handprint on Petre's throat. Cole swallows heavily and looks away, but his hand joins Petre's around his cock, willing to help him along or take over completely if Petre wants to let go and leave it to him. He just wants this over with.]
[As soon as Petre's finished, Cole climbs off him and gets his pants back up, moving with such intensity that he's almost shaking. His face is twisted up and ugly with a million emotions, fear and anger and self-loathing and deep, deep regret, and blood is now running down his arm from where it's soaked through the towel but he barely seems to notice. Doesn't notice at all, really.]
This has gotta stop. [Going for the entranceway, for his shoes.] This has gotta stop...
This has gotta stop. [Going for the entranceway, for his shoes.] This has gotta stop...
[He doesn't even look up from lacing his shoes.]
I'm not doing this again. I gotta - I gotta get rid of this thing in me, not keep feeding it with you. It's gonna get worse.
[His hands are shaking. He can't get the loops done for the life of him.]
I'm not doing this again. I gotta - I gotta get rid of this thing in me, not keep feeding it with you. It's gonna get worse.
[His hands are shaking. He can't get the loops done for the life of him.]
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